eversince i told her i liked her, everything changed since that day, she doesnt talk to as much anymore and i think she doesnt feel right talkin to me anymore :( i guess thats how life goes on but i will always have you in my jennifer, no matter what happens between us, i will always be your friend and i will always make you smile.

i will always remember that night when i dropped you off, when my song came on i loved and cherished every moment that night, it was good while it lasted but i hope we dont lose our friendship

"Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all of my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me eternally
I love you best explains how I feel for you..."   Keith Martin-Because of you

best part of the song that reminds me of you...

sucks having to like someone but they dont like you back, but only as a friend. which i always get but id rather be close friends than not having a friend, oh well the time will come for me and hoping i find true love,

hating myself for falling in love so fast

has been a long time since i blogged well here are the updates

i cant describe this chemistry with this girl and i, when i talk to her she makes me happy but when shes gone im sad, something about her brightens up my day which is why i cant explain.

Keith Martin-because of you...over and over

i just hope  we will be happy, i think you should know who you are...

drugfree and alcohol free sober life!!!!!

everyday life now:

wake up,work,eat,chill with friends (optional) and sleep

i really really REALLY need a new fuckin outfit for work LOL but i still sell in them because i can talk the talk and walk the walk, other computer sales men are jealous of my friend (jorge) and i because we hella fuckin around and make our #'s and we are computer telesales which we have to write up the quote, walk fast or run to our telestation in the front and change it then go back to the floor, a little extra work but thats koo with me because i lost some weight (not sure if you can tell) which is why i wanna stay in that position for a while maybe untill november unless i can get the manager in trainment position

Moral for today:

people live with ups and downs and thats what makes us live on, we basically challenge ourselves everyday  so we can wake up the next morning feeling good that day is over and today is another day to live through life and its obstacles.

am i right?

innerself is evolving, outerself is getting old